Renaldo is fine. okay two things then- i cannot understand why everyone isn't just... happy? myself included. i just cant feel mellow all the damn time, and i have nobody that will let me cry, and no time to do it alone, so i act like a total dumb ass to cover up/ distract myself. okay so im in love with an asshole, who for some reason loves me too, and i like o so totally like a friend of mine... but am not sure how they feel about me, and im too afraid to do anything about it. full time work. full time school. and if la diabla makes me choose, i will quit work.